Sunday, February 28, 2010
one thing
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It's nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that lineChorus
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn't that be somethingI promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it soundsChorus (repeat 2x)Even though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it soundsEven though I know
I don't want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it soundsChorus (repeat/fade)
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Saturday, February 27, 2010
untitled
Also: This image and many others are featured in my book Distant Echoes, available from Amazon.com
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Friday, February 26, 2010
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Thursday, February 18, 2010
circle
Trying out a new (to me anyway) video site. Let me know if the video doesn't play, 'cause apparently it doesn't work for everybody.
Update: Apparently this video is not available in all countries. That usually has something to do with the publisher/copyright owner, so nothin' I could do about it. If you're seeing a big white box below, click the band name below the box to go to Vevo. If the vid's not available in your country they'll tell you there. Would've been nice if they'd built that function into their embedding script.
Edie Brickell & New Bohemians
Shooting Rubberbands at the Stars
(Geffen Records- 1989)
and we notice you don't come around
Me, I think it all depends
on you touching ground with us.
But, I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else
it seems.
And I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else
it seems.
And being alone
is the best way to be.
When I'm by myself it's
the best way to be.
When I'm all alone it's
the best way to be.
When I'm by myself
nobody else can say goodbye.
When the streets are wet --
the colors slip into the sky.
But I don't know why that means you and I are
- that means you and....
I quit -- I give up.
Nothin's good enough for anybody else it seems.
But I quit. I give up.
Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems.
And being alone
is the best way to be.
When I'm by myself it's
the best way to be.
When I'm all alone it's
the best way to be.
When I'm by myself
nobody else can say...
Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends
and we notice you don't come around.
Halalalalalala
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two stops under #19: bell? what bell?
"Trust me, there's a bell there"
Raleigh, NC - May 2009 (Click to Embiggen)
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Thematic Photographic 88: "What I Did On My Vacation" v.6.0 - It's Another Surf City Sunset
Photographers always speak of "chasing the light", and there have been times when I've meant that quite literally. Then there are the times when the light comes to you. As it did on the last day of 2009 along the Intracoastal Waterway in Surf City. In this case, I couldn't shoot nearly fast enough. Or at enough. It was, in a word, amazing.
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Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Thematic Photographic 88: "What I Did On My Vacation" v.5.0 - Because I Never Get Tired Of It
"Who could get tired of this? Really."
North Topsail Beach, NC - July, 2009 (Click to embiggen)
Once you've been out long enough for the temperature and humidty to stabilize so you're not wiping fog off your lens constantly, Topsail Island at sunrise is a bounty of photographic subjects. Subjects that really require no words.
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Monday, February 15, 2010
Thematic Photographic 88: "What I Did On My Vacation" v.4.0 - Not Exactly a Vacation... Or Is It?
What exactly constitutes "vacation"? Seems to me that the root word would be "vacate". As in "Get the hell outta Dodge". But vacate what? I'm gonna say vacate the workplace for more than a weekend. Yeah, that's my story and I'm sticking to it. So this qualifies. And frankly since it wasn't a business trip it should qualify anyway. This trip was my famed pilgrimage to Bethlehem in 2005. Only this Bethlehem is in Pennsylvania. Home of Moravian College, which you see here. Also home to Lehigh University and the gone but not forgotten Bethlehem Steel which has gotten lots of attention in these pages. A very photogenic little burg. You should try it sometime.
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The World in Black & White - 2.15.2010
"Was That Really Necessary?"
Raleigh, NC - August 2005 (Click to embiggen)
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Sunday, February 14, 2010
The Great Interview Experiment: Element 22 - Titanium
I got involved with it when a recent acquaintance,Titanium emailed me saying she'd already commented and done her interview and would I please be the next comment because
"The interviews are random. You may be paired with a Nobel Laureate or an insane person ... and it doesn’t matter.
Here’s how it will work...
The first commenter will interview me.
The second commenter will interview the first commenter.
The third commenter will interview the second commenter.
And so on."
1. In your Welcome to the Club post wherein you list 37 (and counting) random fun and fascinating factoids about Ti, #33. reads:
"Places I’ve come to fear the most: Churches, Closets, Dark empty houses... and Supermarkets"(??!) Okay, I can see the first three, but that last one... there's gotta be a story there.Bottom line: I don’t like crowds of people. In any form. Humans in large groups tend to become less than intelligent, shoving the shopping carts of their opinions on to the ankles of others and blocking the aisles of communication with the sedentary sludge of unstirred thought. In all fairness, I don’t like any building where the exits are fail-secure or frozen shut. It’s Alaska, man. We could have our own subsection in "People of Walmart" - a solid one-third of our inhabitants are packing heat (concealed, or otherwise) and trying to effect a fashion statement that declares their prowess at field-dressing a moose in the back of a minivan.
2. You quote Emerson quite a bit in various places on your blogs. Besides Ralph and yourself, who else do you find eminently quotable?"All of ‘em, doncha know? (wink, wink)." Sorry, that had to be said. Again. Wipe the horrified look off your face - that’s so unattractive.Okay, for real? The most quotable person I know is Chef Jeff. For example, last night I hear an enormous noise and come bounding out into the living room - prepared for the worst. He’s sitting there, looking sheepish... "I was cleaning the Nalgene bottle* and it went off"... Yeah, it went off alright - luckily, my daughter is wearing my full-face kayak helmet. You see what I mean?*For those who didn't know (that would include me, yes) Nalgene makes water bottles and water cooler containers. How you get one of those to "go off" I'm still working out.
3. Maybe you don't want to answer this one, and if you don't I'll leave it out. Or maybe you don't mind answering it, but would prefer not to have it published. If that's the case, I'll leave it out. But anyway. Your childhood was, to understate it, a lot different from most. And yet you maintain what appears to be a great relationship with your mom, and took your fairly recently acquired name in part from your dad. What was the turning point, or was there one? Was your relationship with your parents always good and just set within a rough context? Or was there a reconciliation at some point that allowed that relationship to take root and grow?My mom is an amazing person. At twenty years old and seven months pregnant with me, she traveled the gravel version of what is known today as the ALCAN Highway, arriving at last, with my dad, at the cow barn-in-a-canyon that would be their new home. I was born in the attic of that barn, the first of their five children. My mom is tiny. At barely five feet tall and maybe a hundred pounds if she’s holding her Bible, she is soft-spoken, gracious and fierce. Her life was exceedingly difficult and much the same as that of a frontierswoman of 150 years ago; still, she took time to listen. To care. To nurture. She knew how to leave yesterday behind, with all the good and bad contained in it, and move with strength into each new day - forgiving as she went. It’s the single most important lesson she taught me, without ever saying a word.Needless to say, I am much more like my father. As a child, I feared and worshiped him- he was the physical apparition of the god he preached about. He was also a capable farmer, mechanic, logger, artist, craftsman, architect and builder. Because of my gender and the insane demands on his time, my time at his side was limited. Because I thought he was invincible, I did not understand why he had no say, no voice, when the vote was cast and the elders decided to send me away from my family, from the only life I had ever known. He was out-voted.I’ll never forget that morning. I had just come in from the barn, from helping a milk cow through a long and painful delivery. For hours, wrestling her calf this way and that, desperately fighting against the clock, I used every skill I had to coax the creature into the world. When dawn broke, I was covered head to toe in nameless muck - cradling an exhausted mother and her fragile newborn, having stitched things back together as best I could for both. I trudged home in through the cold spring morning, soaked to the skin and empty. My dad was sitting on the bottom stair, head in his hands. He too had fought a long battle through the night - and lost. He was sobbing. I knew without words that he could not protect me, had advocated for me in vain.I packed my few things into a suitcase and he drove me - empty and godforsaken - to the backside of nowhere. I was a child of the 1800’s. I questioned everything, but I had been taught to believe. I stopped believing in my dad that day. Years and years came and went, until I had a daughter of my own. Until I was the one sobbing on the doorstep. Until I came to forgive him and myself, for all these things that come and go. By then, he and mom had long since moved away and started a new life. A good life. With my siblings, in a beautiful and warm State where it rarely snows. He started from scratch, with nothing; he built a business, a home and a world where my little sisters grew up with choices. That is redemption. That is change you can believe in. And it made me angrier than ever. I was left behind in frozen Icebox, a ruined marriage and with shards of ‘beliefs’ to keep me warm at night.I’d like to say that reconciliation is beautiful - it is cataclysmic, it is subtle, it is anything but beautiful. For dad and me, it came on the wings of our separate, individual and complete mental breakdowns. Years apart, these nearly claimed our lives - mine and his. Out of the long night’s struggle, understanding and compassion was born. We share a name and a legacy, my parents and I: strength of conviction, abiding faith, tenacious hope and a capacity for unconditional love.
4. You learned a fair amount of Latin in your youth. Do you remember any of it? (And why?) And do you ever translate things into Latin just because they sound so much cooler that way?I learned the Christian bible in Latin, Greek and Hebrew as a child - part of the comprehensive religious education I undertook in order to understand what travesty the translators had done to in order to render the almighty KJV. The things I remember from childhood come and go, memories washed like bits of glass until the edges are smooth and touchable. I enjoy Latin, far beyond that context, though; reading it far better than I speak it. My favorite phrase is inscribed, in part, on the wedding band I gave Jeff:"Nunc fluens facit tempus, nunc stans facit aeternitatum." - Boethius, De Consolatione, chap. 5,6Which translates as, "The now that passes produces time, the now that remains produces eternity."To answer your question - not so much. Something either strikes me in its original language, or in English - I usually only translate things back into English to explain myself to others.
5. Back to your list for a moment (because it makes this an easy process) you don't care about followers, don't care about adoration, but crave acceptance. Define the difference as you see it.I care about individual humans, and very passionately. We disgrace ourselves and lose our humanity when we become part of mob, a following-for-the-sake-of-following, a universal conformity; conversely, we become idiots when we make a pact with a thousand others to be different for the sake of being "unique". Each one of us has a story to tell, a myriad of flaws and cracks that shine brilliantly in sunlight. I am dedicated to unleashing sunlight, one life at a time. If we treat writing like a mass casualty incident, we are left triaging the resulting mayhem- and scarcely lending any aid beyond the multi-colored toe tags of empty, forgettable comments.If something I say or write makes a difference, raises a question, gives cause to ponder and puzzle or grimace and laugh - then I’ve connected the dots somehow. Acceptance is not necessarily agreement, it is just acknowledging that something IS. Respectful disagreement opens dialogue. Mindless assent is mediocrity at its finest. Meaningful interaction inspires me, motivates me, intrigues me - and I believe that it all starts with acceptance.
6. Bonus question (or replacement for #3): What's Rule Numbah One in the World According to Ti?Keep yer sandwich in the baggie.(This needs no explanation for every soldier, medic, LEO, plumber, logger, roofer out there... for everyone else: sometimes you get your hands really dirty with stuff that can’t be washed off. Learn to deal with it, and fer godsake keep it off your food.)
So there you have it folks. If you want to know more, you'll have to go to the source. Or, rather, the sources. And I suggest that you do.
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Thematic Photographic 88: "What I Did On My Vacation" v.3.0 - Dolphin's Playground
A good stretch north of Topsail Island you'll find Ft. Macon on the northern tip of Emerald Isle. The fort itself has been here since the antebellum period and remained an active military installation through the end of the Second World War. Today the swords are beat into plowshares and the former shore battery is now a state park. This system of jetties, that I'm guessing were constructed to keep the adjoining Beaufort Inlet open, provides all manner of photogrpahic opportunity. The jetties were -- if memory serves -- designed by Robert E. Lee (an engineer by training) during his tour at Ft. Macon as a young officer. Lee is also reputed to be responsible for the convection-driven "air conditioning" throughout the main body of the fort. Today, if you're very lucky and have a sharp eye open, you can sometimes see dolphins frolicking in the waters of the inlet, which is just off the left side of htis frame. I've seen them playing there, but never been quick enough to capture them in photographs.
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The World In Black & White: 2.14.2010
"I Found Love (When I Found You)"
North Topsail Beach, NC - December 2009 (Click to embiggen)
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Saturday, February 13, 2010
Eighteen Percent Gray #17
"Suspension of Disbelief"
Raleigh, NC - September 2009 (Click to embiggen)
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One Single Impression: Gold
Guilt-edged words written
In the gilt-edged pages of
Another chapter
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The World In Black & White: 2.13.2010
"Bed of Coals, Bed of Rails"
Raleigh, NC - May 2009 (Click to embiggen)
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Thematic Photographic 88: "What I Did On My Vacation" v.2.0 - Swing Time
It's no secret that Topsail Island is my new favorite place along the North Carolina coast. Here you can actually draw a breath without having to squeeze between the bodies to do it. And in late December, you can amplify that serenity by an order of magnitude. This was the final sunset of 2009, and it was pretty spectacular in my estimation. And I got lucky enough to tuen and look just as it painted the old swing bridge in Surf City a ruddy gold. Here is magic. A good place to be.
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TTL #19: "Octopus: The Other White Meat"
"He should've stayed in the garden"
Greensboro, NC - October 2009 (Click to embiggen)
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